So, I have a job. As of right now it's only 4 days a week, $50 a day.
However, it could just as easily change to 7 days a week, same amount.
It simply consists of:
- Cooking
- Playing with a toddler
- Cleaning
- Going Outside (to play?)
- Waking up early
- Making sure no naps are taken
- Putting a toddler to bed (it's easy, he's still on the bottle so he may wake up a few times)
- Changing dirty diapers
- Showers (?)
- Pretty much, being a nanny/"part time mother")

Benefits
- I'll be able to buy better brands of smokes ;)
- I can still use my cellphone/phone
- I can go on the computer
- I can "chill" with friends
- I can go outside. Just with a baby.
- I can keep my piercings in (eyebrow & nose.. plus ear-lobes)
- I can have "lazy days)

VS. another job that may not be as good.
Pros:
- I'de meet new people

Cons:
- I may have to take piercings out
- can't use internet/computer
- Can't use phone
- Can't hangout with friends
- Can't go outside whenever I want (so I wouldn't be able to HAVE a smoke?)
- I'de have to do my hair & makeup and wear nice clothes EVERY DAY.

Summer 09's playlist!

I'll try to limit this to 20 songs.. btw: I LOVE THESE SONGS SOOO MUCH!!!

1. Day N' Night - Kid Cudi
2. Best I eva' had - Drake
3. So fine - Sean Paul
4. Boom Boom Pow - Black eyed Peas
5. Birthday Sex - Jeremih
6. Boyfriend #2 - Pleasure P
7. Fire burnin' - Sean kingston
8. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
9. Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
10. We made you - Eminem
11. 3am - Eminem
12. I know you want me - Pitbull
13. Waking up in vegas - Katy perry
14. I gotta feeling - Black Eyed Peas
15. Love Game - Lady Gaga
16. Blame It - Jamiefoxx
17. I do not hook up - kelly clarkson
18. Sugar - Flo Rida ft. Wynter
19. Kiss me thru tha phone - Soulja Boy
20. That's not my name - The ting tongs

That's probably 1/4 of my favorite songs right now.. lol :)
Also, just so you know: I like OLD eminem WAY better.

If you got any other GOOD songs, comment!

I know I havn't posted in a while. It's mainly because I'm on summer vacation -- sorry guys!

I found something very interesting today(spongebobsho03@gurl.com > http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,480037,00.html)

It's about auctioning off your virginity, a 22-year-old girl is doing this.. and I don't see a problem with it! To each their own.. If you want to wait till marriage, do it! BUT, if you want to have sex EVERYNIGHT with different guys, DO IT TOO! (safely!)
It says the auction has reached 3.7 million dollars.. thats quite a lot if you ask me! SHE'D BE RICH!

"The FBI isn't interested, the U.S attorney doesn't care" < Good. It's HER business, not the laws. She isn't breaking any laws, so why should people care so much? Double standard?

Hmmm.."Prostitution is illegal" -- true, true.. HOWEVER, she lives in nevada.. where prostitution is legal. While I don't agree with prostitution, I still think she should do whatever the hell she wants to do, her body, her choice.

Some religions are against this. Are you? What if a man were to do this? Would it get the same media attention?

If a man were to do it, for being a virgin at 22 he'd probably be ridiculed
"oh c'mon man, you're still a virgin? You're jokin' right? This IS just some scandel to get laid, eh?"
but a girl doing it is just.. WOAH! OMG SHE CAN'T DO THAT! PROSTITUTE! BLAH BLAH BLAH!

This gets under my skin! If a guy sleeps around he's "the man", but if a girl sleeps around shes a "slut"... How is that not a double standard?
Why are guys and girls treated differently? Girls have ALWAYS been treated differently, aren't we just a little sick of it?

When I get married, maybe I'll make my husband cook dinner, clean the house, look after the baby, and be a SAHD! Maybe I'll work, drink beer, and belch. How about that?
*Don't mind the stereotypes*


I in no way think this is very fair! What's your opinion?

My views on: The death penalty, Abortion, Gay Rights & Religion

What do you think about the big contraversial subjects of today -- #1 THE DEATH PENALTY!
Theres two sides, really;
• Two wrongs don't make a right: AGAINST THE DEATH PENALTY
• They should suffer the same they made people suffer: FOR THE DEATH PENALTY

Where do you stand?

Honestly, I don't know where I stand because it's not something I think about.
After doing a bit of research I think I lean more towards against it but mostly because I think it's inhumane (not that the crime they committed wasn't) and honestly, probably more punishment to spend life in prison. (IMO)

#2 - ABORTION
I'm Anti-Abortion for my own personal reasons, But I do think it should be legal because of back-alley abortions which is more of a health threat than legal abortion. In back-alley abortions you aren't just risking the baby/Fetus's life you're also risking the mother's life.
Theres actually 2 ways you can lean on abortion,
Pro-Life >> to make it illegal
Pro-Choice >> to make it legal

I guess that makes me Pro-Choice, but then I get confused because I'de never get one personally.. So that makes me Anti-Abortion/Pro-Choice, right?
I was pro-life for a very very long time, but after reading a lot of health risks making it illegal could potentially kill more than "save".

#3 - Gay Rights
Should homosexuals be allowed to marry?
In my eyes, yes. I think Marriage can be between two men, two women or a man and a woman. Love should have no bounderies (unless its between a 10 year old and a 50 year old) and marriage should be about just that -- love. I don't really see the difference, everybody should be treated equally.
Again, two ways:
For gay marriage or Against gay marriage.
I'm for gay marriage

#4 - Religion
Me, Myself & I .. I'm atheist.
HOWEVER, I think you should be able to believe in what you want to beleive in. I don't think you should be able to push your beleifs on others, though. There are many, many religions and I'm fine with all of them.. I chose my own (even if it's not a religion and more of a belief) and so can you!

In conclusion;
- I don't think there should be a death penalty.
- I think abortions should be legal BUT for my own personal reasons wouldn't get one.
- I think marriage is about love, not gender.
- I think you should be able to be any religion you want to be, and not have to get others beliefs stuffed down your throat.

However, I don't want to change your mind or anything and you should always stick up for what you believe in!
:)

Follow My Blog

FOLLOW MY BLOG
FOLLOW MY BLOG
FOLLOW MY BLOG

It's like mind rain, piercing into your brain and telling you what to do. Please, follow my blog.
It is, isn't it? You feel vulnerable to it. Well, I do anyways. I find a blog, I like it, and I follow it.

I want my blog to be like that. You find it, you like it, you follow it.
I have 3 followers as of right now. It's become my newest obsessesion.. Blog followers.

Why is it that you *love* when people follow your blog?
It doesn't make you special,
It doesn't make you better,
It just... Makes you feel good.

Well.. I'll follow your blog because I want you to feel good :-)

I only ask of one thing.. Love me ;)
Lol :-)

My top 10: Movies

So, here is my top 10 FAVORITE movies of all time;
#1 - Thirteen
#2 - Girl Interrupted
#3 - White Lies
#4 - Juno
#5 - Hard Candy
#6 - Kids
#7 - A walk to remember
#8 - The notebook
#9 - American Pie
#10 - How high

But.. Here are some movies I'de put on the list of "must watch"
#1 - Saw
#2 - Friday the 13th (the old ones)
#3 - nightmare on elm street
#4 - Sleepaway Camp
#5 - The ring
#6 - Texas Chainsaw Massacre
#7 - Hostel
#8 - Halloween
#9 - My Bloody Valentine (the old one)
#10 - June

#11 - The last kiss
#12 - Homeward bound
#13 - E.T
#14 - The Hills have eyes
#15 - Amityville Horror
#16 - Wolf creek
#17 - Shrooms
#18 - Why did I get married?
#19 - Half Baked
#20 - The shining

#21 - Chucky
#22 - Titanic
#23 - Poseidon
#24 - The nightmare before Christmas
#25 - Hotel Rwanda
#26 - Mean Girls
#27 - Twilight
#28 - Baby Mama
#29 - Harold & Kumar
#30 - You don't mess with the Zohan

#31 - Borat
#32 - The love guru
#33 - Sex and the city
#34 - Changeling
#35 - The curious Case of Benjamin Button
#36 - Zodiac
#37 - The Number 23
#38 - Pirates of the Carribean
#39 - Sweeney Todd
#40 - Blood and Chocolate

#41 - Sleepy Hollow
#42 - Wristcutters: a love story
#43 - Knocked Up
#44 - Transformers
#45 - Date Movie
#46 - Wedding Crashers
#47 - SuperBad
#48 - 40 year old Virgin
#49 - Pineapple express
#50 - Marley & Me

I could watch those movies day after day after day and not get bored of them!
Each movie is perfect for occasions.. For instance:
Date movies:
Marley & Me
Date Movie
Titanic
The Hills have eyes
& any other scary movie!

Tear Jerkers:
Marley & Me
Wristcutters: a love story
Girl interrupted
Changeling
the last kiss
homeward bound
the notebook
a walk to remember

Well, that's my slightly long list of movies I love, including my favorite 10..
#1 being of course. THIRTEEN

Why Men Cheat

You may think that your partner won't find out about you cheating, but that's usually not the case. The truth always comes out in the end. If you have cheated, you might aswell come out with it and tell her the truth before things go from bad to worse.

I found an article earlier about Why Men Cheat and thought I'de put my own words in. Enjoy :-P

1. "Because it was an option" — while this may be an option, it does not suffice. You have the optional to either be faithful, or to cheat and risk losing your partner. That's the reality-- Is it worth losing your partner? If you're just in it for a wild act, perhaps you can ask your partner if they're interested in an 'adventure' or if they would like to experiment a bit more sexually.
Honestly, it's not a very good option and if you're just going to ruin things, why bother?

2. "It boosts my ego" — Meaning, they can get ANOTHER girl? Why would you want another girl? This is a very sorry excuse and I hope nobody has ever used it before. You know what else boosts your ego? Winning a game of golf! Men like chasing, we've heard this a million times but you know what? Coming from a girls perspective ... I DON'T WANT TO PLAY YOUR SILLY LITTLE CHILDISH ELEMENTARY SCHOOL GAMES.

3. "We're growing apart" — If you're growing apart, why not take the next step and talk about your relationship. Perhaps you can fix it, get away for a while, or end it if necessary. I don't think cheating it the right answer, and that's coming from a girl who has cheated before.
I'de rather be DUMPED than CHEATED on. (and yes, I have been cheated on before)

4. "We argue a lot" — A lot of healthy couples argue, have you ever heard of couples therapy? If you are growing apart and argueing then why are you pretending that your relationship is still just that.. a relationship! Why aren't you trying to see what you can do to help the situation whether it's staying together or not staying together?

5. "I'm falling out of Love" — Then why aren't you talking to eachother about this?

6. "Our sex life sucks" — Try buying a book or reading online, maybe try new things perhaps?

7. "I want to get revenge" — two wrongs don't make a right, you don't need to take revenge if you've taken them back and you've accepted it and you're trying to "fix" your relationship, congratulations, don't ruin it.

8. "I want to try something new, different, and exciting!" — Try taking a trip together, or doing something new. Cheating shouldn't even be an answer to this question, the last resort should be splitting up so you can try those things without your partner if it's a must.

9. "I wanted to see if I could get away with it" — Chances are, you won't. The truth ALWAYS come out one way or another. It doesn't matter if it comes out the next morning or next year, it will come out and you will lose.

10. "We're swingers" — Lastime I checked my books, "swingers" swung TOGETHER as a couple. This doesn't stand by itself, perhaps she let you sleep with others while she was doing it too, but it's two totally different things.
Swinging is like an orgy, or threesome with the person you love, cheating is not.

In conclusion, You won't get away with it and you're risking A LOT for a simple one-time-thing. (hopefully that's all it was!) Maybe the reasons are more complex then the ones listed above, but either way: Cheating = Bad. ;)